My feet and toenails currently :(

So, this isn't something I like to show people and talk about, but I want to post about it right now so that I can document what is going on and have something to show to the foot doctor (once I find one) to help me out and hopefully just go ahead and remove all 8 toenails I still have and didn't get removed back in high school like I should have done *sighs*

I have always dealt with toenail fungus and it is not something I'm proud of and is something I do my best to hide from people. My big toenails were the worst, even after I was on medication for toenail fungus, so I got them removed and chose to keep the other 8 at that time, but now I want the other 8 toenails gone. Especially the one currently on my left foot that is causing me pain (the middle toe on my left foot).

Anyways, I need to start my search for a foot doctor and see how much it will cost me to see them and remove my toenails. I hope it will be somewhat affordable and I know it won't be all at once, because I need to be able to walk, so it will most likely be one foot at a time like when they removed my big toenails.

Anyways, I'm going to go for now and I will talk to you all later. I hope I didn't gross you all out to much with the pictures of my feet and toenails. Feet gross me out so much and especially toenail fungus *sighs*

Left foot

Left foot

Right foot

Right foot

Right foot

Right foot

Left foot of the toenail causing me pain :(

Toe on my left foot causing me pain :(

Toe on my left foot causing me pain :(

Left foot

Left foot