To go or not to go on vacation in 12 days?? 👀🤔

*sighs* Still dealing off and on with not believing that ironbeardesigns has passed away 😞 I also dealt with the same thing after my mom passed away. I just want to finish dealing with Gareth's passing and move on and deal with it once or twice a year like I do with other's who have passed in my life. 

Also dealing with wanting so badly to go on vacation in 12 days, but not knowing if its the right thing to do because I could/should be using the money I have saved to move with at the end of July (still trying to find a place) and getting my moped up and running again even though I had two seziures at the beginning of the month and that means I shouldn't drive until the beginning of December 2026 now instead of the end of June 2026 😞 Not to mention where I move to might not be on the bus line or within easy walking distance to the bus 🚌 line. So, I have to keep that in mind. 

If I go on vacation there is a chance I could hit a nice jackpot when gambling 🎰 one of the days there. Which would be very helpful for moving expenses and getting my moped up and running again. 

But it would also mean that I need to bust my butt outside of working my two jobs to make the money 💰 to move back and get my moped 🛵 up and running again. 

Which I can do easily, but at the same time I would need to work harder on getting my room decluttered and packed up of things that are important to move and not just junk and trash (I'm holding onto things I shouldn't be holding on to). As well as busting my ass on my off work days when the weather is nice to make the money I need to move and fix my moped even when I'm only wanting to take the day off to rest and be lazy, which are the days I struggle the most. I wouldn't be able to rest those days, I'd have to go out and work on those days. 

*sighs* 

What is the right choice for me on vacation?? To go or not go?? 👀🤔

I was hospitalized earlier this week...

I had a seziure at work on Sunday, May 31, 2026, but I don't remember much of it or my hospital stay until about Tuesday, June 2, 2026 when I got out. They admitted me because I was having symptoms of a stroke and they had to rule that out. Which they did mostly rule it out. The neurologists there said that I had a focal impaired awareness seziure followed by a generalized seziure which caused the stroke like symptoms that they admitted me for and had to rule out. It's scary to know that from what my coworkers said I was able to still work while having the seziure, but not have memories of it. Also to see that my blood sugar got to 68 and they had to force me to drink sugar drinks to bring it back up. As well as the fact that my blood pressure the hole time was high. I can't help, but wonder if they were able to know and treat the focal impaired awareness seziure, earlier if it wouldn't have caused me to have left sided temporary paralysis because of having two seziures and not being able to tell what things were like cups and sounding drunk or high when I wasn't. But because of my blood sugar dropping and my blood pressure being high I'm going to make changes to my diet to help control those as well as work harder on my exercise because diabetes and strokes run on my dad's side of the family. Not sure if they do on my mom's side though. But the paralysis thing scared me and them saying and treating me for a stroke was scary as well as having to treat me for my blood sugar being low. But I got this when it comes to making the health changes needed to avoid having those things happen to me in the future. It shouldn't have had to take this hospital stay for the wake-up call to happen, but it did. 

Craft events at the Willow Lawn Michael's in Richmond, VA for May 2026

Events going on at the Michael's in Richmond, VA at Willlow Lawn in March 2026 and April 2026 for Easter.

Sunday, May 10, 2026 - Balloon and Bow Demo

Sunday, May 17, 2026 - Jonathan Adler Product Demo

Sunday May 23, 2026 - DIY Kids Bookmark

Sunday, May 24, 2026 - Graduation Party Table Setup Demo 

My first Facebook payout 5/21/26

I know it isn't alot for two months of work (but I'm happy and proud of what I made my first two months) after getting monetized on Facebook and earning more then just stars 🌟 for my content, but it is a starting place and I've earned more in May (I'll share that amount when I get it around June 21, 2026) then I made my first two months being monetized (got monetized on March 24, 2026)

You can follow me on Facebook here. 

Bath & Body Works 2026 Sales Calendar 📅

What sales at Bath and Body Works are you looking forward to this year?? 👀🤔

Are my priorities mixed up?? According to a family member they are...

Is saving money to go on vacation this June not allowed to be a priority for me?

I haven't been on vacation since June 2024. Because last year the seziure I had in June before vacation screwed up vacation for me. Being in an over priced room I'm renting screwed up vacation last November. 

Don't get me wrong I am focused on my other priorities as well, which is saving to move when my lease is up at the end of July and looking for a place to move to with the other person I'm trying to find a place to rent with. 

But I should be allowed to have going on vacation in June a priority. 

Just like I should be allowed to go to concerts as a priority. Because there is a concert on June 14th I'd love to go to to see Blacktop Mojo perform again and then on August 8th to see Hanson perform again. 

Meal prep - Great Value Mountain Trail Mix

Trying to snack prep for the first time 👀 I ended up with 18 servings and not the 25 it says it has 👀🤔