I'm disappointed in myself 😞

I'm disappointed in myself. 

I'm not working to my full potential because I'm afraid of the future and how much I screwed up and need to fix so I don't make it worse, but I'm in too over my head to fix and also don't know how to fix it on my own either 😞 

I'm slacking on chores because of it and disappointed and embarrassed because of that 😞 

I want my own place again, but I'm never going to get that again 😞 I don't want to be in a relationship just to make it happen either 😞 

I'm not a great friend for any of my friends or a great little for my Daddy 😞