Wishing I could talk to my G-ma Sally for advice

I wish my G-ma Sally was still around to talk to. I could use her advice for the situation I'm in currently. 

I know what the right thing to do is, but I'm not ready to do it yet. I'm scared of doing it and losing everything (my safety net) and then not having anything if things don't work out. 

I'm postponing doing what I need to do with this situation until I prove to myself I will be ok without losing everything (my safety net).