*sighs* :( *TW*

This post may be triggering so it has a trigger warning on it.
I'm not in the right headspace to be home alone and depressed because my boyfriend isn't home for awhile :(
I feel like I'm close to a breakdown and cutting or burning myself, not to mention, I really haven't eaten much or slept much since he isn't home :(
My cat Tallie is attached to me and missing him as well :(
 I don't want to bring in the New Year of 2015 alone in about 55 minutes. It isn't fair :( I want to have my awesome boyfriend here with me watching the ball drop at Midnight to kiss and hug and see me being silly and in my middle headspace having a glass of wine to bring in the New Year. I don't want to bring it in on my own and yet I am and I'm depressed :( I'm close to hurting myself and I don't like it at all :( I haven't hurt myself since November 27, 2010... but something tells me that is going to change tonight or tomorrow morning :(

Note: *TW* Is shorthand for trigger warning for those that don't know.

November Payment Proofs

Swagbucks is an easy site where you can watch videos, answer surveys, and lots more to earn swagbucks that you can cash out for great rewards!

1Q is an easy app to have that sends you 1 question every once in awhile and pays you for answering it straight to your paypal account. 

Instant Cash Sweepstakes is a quick and easy survey site, that you answer simple surveys on every 3 hours.

Fronto is an app that you use to unlock your smartphone or download games and apps and you earn points for doing so.

Grand Summit Apartments - Rate and be rewarded - ends October 29, 2014

For those of you that live in Greensboro, NC at Grand Summit Apartments, if you didn't already know, you can enter contests on the Grand Summit facebook page and have a chance at winning Starbucks gift cards so far. Hopefully they will add more rewards as the residents get more active on facebook and enter the contests they are doing.

I was the only person to enter the first contest they did for trying to guess the new community managers favorite sports team and team player on the team. So, I got rewarded for doing so with a Starbucks gift card for $15 :)

But the reason for this post is to let you know that if you are a current resident or a past resident of Grand Summit Apartments in Greensboro, NC, that if you head over to their page on Apartment Ratings right now, till October 29, 2014. You can get a $10 Starbucks gift card for giving an honest rating of the apartments.

I was the first one to do so and really did get a $10 Starbucks gift card for doing so :) 

I also worked on convincing my boyfriend to rate them as well so he could get a gift card too and he finally did a day or two later and the next day they came to our door and gave him his $10 Starbucks gift card :) 

Win a Zoom H6 Recorder from Hello Music - ends October 31, 2014

Click here to enter to win a Zoom H6 Recorder from Hello Music before it ends October 31, 2014.

Be sure to come back and let us know if you are a winner!

Monopoly is back at McDonalds until October 27, 2014

Head on over to playatmcd and sign up if you haven't done so already this year, then begin entering your codes today. You can only enter 10 codes per day though. 

Enjoy this free game code, while you can. 

You can only use it once!

Turkey Day Giveaway - ends October 26, 2014

Good luck and if you win be sure to come back and let us know, so that we can celebrate with you.

Camp Carefree 2014 show

The official Camp Carefree slideshow we get to watch the last day of camp before we leave every year.

I am in a few of the photos as well as my cousin Stephanie who I go with every year :)

Camp this year was from Friday, September 5, 2014 to Sunday, September 7, 2014.

I can't wait till 2015!!!

Dropps Back to School Contest - ends on August 18, 2014

Click here to enter the Dropps Back to School Contest! 

10 lucky winners will be randomly selected on August 18, 2014 and be contacted by email to claim their prize. Each winner will recieve a case of twelve 20 load pouches in Fresh Scent or Scent and Dye Free for a 1 year supply for free of Dropps Laundry Detergent.

Dyssey's Shipwreck! Pirates & Treasure - Greensboro, NC - May 26, 2014 to September 1, 2014

This info came out of the Rhino Times, Thursday, May 15, 2014, newspaper.
I want to share it with you all because I am interested in it and because it would be something great to take kids too if you live in Greensboro, NC or are traveling through for a visit.

Fascinating finds can be found at the Greensboro Science Center from May 26, 2014 to September 1, 2014. As they have the Dyssey's Shipwreck! Pirates & Treasure on display.

I know I would love to go and have my sister take my nephews, so I am going to be telling her about this today.

HOURS
Daily, 9am - 5pm
Last ticket will be sold at 4pm and last entry is 4:30pm each day.

TICKET PRICES*
(includes admission to SHIPWRECK! Pirates & Treasure, the Greensboro Science Center Museum, Carolina SciQuarium, & Animal Discovery Zoo)

$18.50 Adults (ages 14+)
$17.50 Seniors (ages 65+)
$17.50 Children (ages 3 - 13)
FREE: Children 2 and under

$5.00: Greensboro Science Center Members

*Other admission discounts do not apply. GSC Member rate applicable to Greensboro Science Center members only.

GROUP VISITS
Available with advance reservation ONLY

$5.00 per person in addition to Group General Admission (minimum 10 paying customers)

For more information, head on over to: http://greensboroscience.org

Beach Music in the park - Greensboro, NC - May 22, 2014 to June 26, 2014

This info came out of the Rhino Times newspaper for Thursday, May 15, 2014.
I want to share it with you all in case you live in are are traveling through Greensboro, NC between May 22, 2014 and June 26, 2014. That way you have something fun to do that doesn't cost alot of money.

The is the 11th annual Children's Home Society BB&T Beach Music in the park.

May 22, 2014 through June 26, 2014

Thursday evenings
5:30pm to 8:30pm
Kathleen Price Bryan Park (Festival Park)
200 N. Davie Street
Greensboro, NC
(Beside the Cultural Arts Center)

Tickets: $7.00 at the gate
(Free parking available)

For more information:
Courtney Dabney
336-369-3822

Featuring:
May 22, 2014 - The Embers
May 29, 2014 - Band of Oz
June 5, 2014 - Part Time Party Band
June 12, 2014 - The Magnificents
June 19, 2014 - Special Occasions
June 26, 2014 - Sleeping Booty

Benefiting:
Children's Home Society of North Carolina
www.chsnc.org
1-800-632-1400

Free weekend activities for familes on April 26, 2014

So, you have some young kids you are looking to entertain this weekend for free, well then you should check out the following activities that are going on for kids this weekend that are free.

Barnes and Noble has a free story time going on today, April 26, 2014 at 11:00am. Check the website for the story at the one at your store, because they could be different from store to store.

Lakeshore Learning has free crafts today from 11:00am to 3:00pm for ages 3 and older. No reservations required. Check the website for a location near you. Today's craft is a free all aboard story telling puppet.

Lowes Build and Grow doesn't have a free kids clinic today, but they will on May 10, 2014, for them to build a Flower Delivery Truck.

Michaels has a craft for kids from 10:00am till 12:00pm for them to build a Mother's Day Duck Tape Frame. Cost is $2.00 per child and reserves 30 minutes of creative time for your child. Reservations encouraged.

Michaels wants you to honor Mom with a handmade card join them in store to craft your own free Mother's Day card. While supplies last. From 12:00pm till 3:00pm

Glade - Enter to win one of six new fragrances every Wednesday through February 19, 2014

Enter to win one of 6 new Glade fragrances every Wednesday through February 19, 2014.

Click here to enter today.

Be sure to come back and let us know if you win one. 

Blogger Opp: Escents Aromatherapy Contest - Febuary 15, 2014 through March 15, 2014

The World of ContestPatti

will be hosting the "Live Well" aromatherapy contest - sponsored by:

Ecents Aromatherapy

Prize is a "Live Well" Aromatherapy gift basket from EScents

The Contest is open to Canada & the US

Free and paid options are available as well as, host, co-host & secret word page options

Sign Up Here

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