Happy 44th birthday 🎂 to my best friend/family Brian Croxford - BreakMyDreams

Happy 44th birthday 🎂 to my best friend/family Brian Croxford of 13 years so far 💕❤🥰 Hope you have the most amazing birthday 🎂 ever today!!! #bestfriend #family #briancroxford #happybirthday #44thbirthday

Happy birthday G-ma Sally - 4th birthday in Heaven

Today is my G-ma Sally Sunderland's 4th birthday in heaven and it doesn't get any easier. I know she is looking down watching over me and guiding me and listening to me when I talk to her, which is quite a lot, but I wish she was still here on earth with me where I can call her and go visit her in person *sighs*

I miss her so very much and love her so very much.

I tried to do her birthday balloon releasing today, but the wind wasn't right for it, so I'm going to do it tomorrow for her.

Here is a sneak peek of the birthday balloon she will be getting from me this year up in heaven for her birthday this year and I will have another video of it as well and share it with you all as well.

As you can see the wind wasn't right for the balloon releasing today for my G-ma Sally's birthday. She would be 84 today!!! 

Only have 3 more hours in my 20's...

I'm kinda shocked to know that I'm 29 and about to turn 30 in a few hours and I don't know how to celebrate my 30th birthday...lol... knowing me, I will most likely spend the day at home on the computer and watching TV and playing video games and hanging out with my awesome boyfriend Gareth and one of my best friends at home.

I will most likely sleep in and if it is a good day do housework around the house that needs to be done that I'm late on doing *sighs* Never enough time in one day to get house cleaning done *sighs* Anyways, that is my plan if it is a good day, if it is a bad day then I will spend the day sleeping all day and that would suck to sleep away my 30th birthday, but it wouldn't be the first birthday I slept away...lol..

For those that got to turn the BIG 30, what did you do to celebrate??? 

Balloon Releasing for my Grandma Sally's Birthday

My Grandma Sally passed away on May 9, 2012 and her birthday was November 6th, and I still try and celebrate her birthday even though she passed away.

This year was her 3rd birthday in heaven and I wanted to try and cope with her passing and celebrating her birthday by releasing a balloon.

I plan on doing this every year now and she would be 83 this year.

I love you Grandma Sally. Hope to see you soon. Hope you had a great birthday in heaven.



It was hard for me to release the balloon for her, and I struggled with wanting to run after it and catch it as well as holding back crying while watching it float up to her to celebrate her 83rd birthday, but her 3rd birthday in heaven as well. 

Happy 82nd Birthday Grandma Sally

 

I want to wish my Grandma Sally Sunderland seen below a Happy Birthday today in heaven. Today 11/6/13 you would have turned 82!!! This is your 2nd birthday in heaven and I hope that God is making you feel special and singing Happy Birthday to you on your special day :) I know you are on my mind and in my heart today. I love you Grandma and will see you one day soon again *HUGS, KISSES, and CUDDLES*